Seething

Seething: Blogbook 2025 is a raw, uncompromising collection of personal essays written in real time during a year marked by mental illness, financial instability, political unrest, and moral exhaustion. With unfiltered honesty, the author documents life lived under constant pressure-depression, anxiety, suicidal ideation, career stagnation, and the quiet shame of feeling like you are falling behind while the world keeps moving.

Blending memoir with social commentary, Seething explores the emotional toll of modern American life: consumerism, celebrity obsession, authoritarian drift, book bans, racism, anti‑immigrant policies, and the erosion of empathy. These reflections are deeply personal, rooted in childhood trauma, family loss, and the ongoing struggle to provide stability for loved ones while battling internal collapse.

Faith weaves through the book as both refuge and conflict. Christian belief, scripture, and reflections on holidays like Christmas and Easter coexist with doubt, anger, and hard questions about suffering, grace, and suicide. The book also examines how suicide is portrayed in media and culture, advocating for honesty, responsibility, and compassion.

Seething is not a recovery guide or a success story. It is a document of endurance-a record of anger, grief, love, gratitude, and survival. Written for readers who feel overwhelmed, invisible, or exhausted by comparison and expectation, this book offers solidarity over solutions and truth over comfort.