A Refugee between east and west

What happens when the life you are living no longer feels like your own?

After years of being who everyone needed her to be, daughter, wife, mother, protector. one woman finds herself asking a question she had spent a lifetime avoiding:

Who am I beneath the roles, expectations, and wounds I carry?

In this raw and deeply personal memoir, Razan shares her journey through childhood trauma, family conflict, migration, motherhood, divorce, heartbreak, therapy, and spiritual exploration. As old wounds surface and familiar patterns repeat themselves, she begins a courageous search for healing, self-worth, and inner peace.

This is not a story about having all the answers.

It is a story about learning to ask the right questions.

A story about breaking cycles, understanding the impact of childhood experiences, and discovering that true healing begins when we stop running from ourselves.

Honest, vulnerable, and inspiring, this memoir explores:

• Childhood wounds and their impact on adult relationships
• Healing from abandonment, rejection, and loneliness
• Motherhood, divorce, and rebuilding a life from the ground up
• Therapy, self-discovery, and emotional growth
• Faith, spirituality, femininity, and personal transformation
• The journey of coming home to yourself

For anyone who has ever felt lost, unseen, rejected, or disconnected from who they truly are, this book is a reminder that healing is possible and that it is never too late to begin again.